I feel like I’m devoting too much of myself to you. Like I’m depending on you for my happiness. While neglecting my family and friend and my own personal interest. It’s not your fault at all. Its my fault for not spreading my happiness instead I’m putting it all in one place. That’s just a recipe for disaster. I think I depend on you so much that I over analyze the shit out you.
I’m thinking about making a post on losing your personal identity when in a relationship, ways to prevent it and how to recover from it. I feel like that a very common problem for people. What do you guys think?
To love at all is to be vulnerable.
Until you heal the wounds of your past, you are going to bleed. You can bandage the bleeding with food, with alcohol, with drugs, with work, with cigarettes, with sex; But eventually, it will all ooze through and stain your life. You must find the strength to open the wounds, Stick your hands inside, pull out the core of the pain that is holding you in your past, the memories and make peace with them.
Iyanla Vanzant (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
I failed the 365 day challenge…lol
Ill do the past few days and the rest of the year…maybe…
day 340: what are the memories you have from third grade?
That was my first year in america. :) i remember i having a friend name denisha and always getting to trouble with her. lol
day 341: what are the memories you have from fourth grade?
I was in “special ed” classes. It was good times. My fourth grade teacher mrs. mccolumn gave me a tv after the apartment we lived in got robbed.
day 342: what are the memories you have from fifth grade?
This year I had my first “boyfriend”. Things fizzled out in 6th grade and we reunited in 8th grade and dated till mid freshman year (about a year and half) and then we broke up because we went to different schools. We didnt talk again till junior year. Now were friends on facebook lol
day 343: the last person you texted— how do you know them?
cuddle bear…i know him because hes my boyfriend. lol
day 344: post a picture of yourself today
day 345: write a letter to your best friend
I love you. Congrats on almost finishing undergrad! So proud of you! Thank you for sticking by me for the past 4 years no matter how difficult i make it. <3
day 346: what are your favorite type of shoes? why?
flats—-cuz they are comfy
day 347: are you getting bored of this challenge?
day 348: what’s the most embarrassing thing you’ve done lately?
where do i start….I overreact over stupid things daily…that’s embarrassing.
I need to learn when to cut my losses and face the inevitable…